Pangs

I feel it, deep inside, and it's something I have never felt before.  I don't know how to say it, but the pangs are tangible.  It's like I've lost a piece of myself that only will come back sometime other than now.  How emotionally crappy this is.

I think that in the next months I will begin to understand, but I am not sure.  I've never been in this place before.  This serene glade.  I like it here, but I smell fear on the wind.  The future is uncertain and something big and dark is coming.