I am kinda sad Kati and I won't be going to see Music Man together, but more important things have come up. There will always be more musicals to see.
I am more and more doubting my ability to discern what is best for me in the moment.
I think I am beginning to see a pattern here and I don't like it, cause it's gonna be hard to kick. Something that will take more than two weeks. Maybe a lifetime. Sigh. At least I know what it points to.
All I need is someone to walk with me.