First off, I was in the total wrong. The light was yellow, I thought I could make it, it turned red before I entered the intersection, I said screw it. Next thing I see is 2 biker cops behind me. Sigh.
What pisses me off the most is I have no one to blame but myself. I hate being pissed at myself cause I have no way of getting rid of me. There is no escape. Sigh.
So my options are traffic school, pay the fine, or take it up with the court. Now I probly could argue that I was within so much of the intersection and such, but with 2 cops against me I have no hope, and really I wouldn't believe myself. Traffic school sounds like the best option, it's my first ticket and I can do the stuff online apparently. I really don't want to have to pay, I am pretty sure my insurance will go up.
My dad mentioned something about losing our insurance. He kinda ticks me off cause he is in no way encouraging. I mean really, I get my first ticket and the thing you pretty much say is, "Crap, you may have made life more difficult for me." (Ryan's slightly embellished paraphrase)
There's nothing I can really do about losing the insurance. The reality, I won't need it on my truck while I'm at Biola because I am not taking it with me. It doesn't help that I have no idea what our insurance even does, or how I am tied to it.
I really hate being mad at myself.