Today, in 2 or so hours, I leave for Biola.
This has got to be one of the hardest things I have ever done and surprisingly not because I am leaving my family.
One of the things I realized after taking Kati home last night was that if she had not come into my life this summer I probably would have blown everything and everyone off a lot more and disappeared into college without a second thought.
But now, now I know I am coming back.
It's weird, cause I know I'm going to miss it, but I think the thing I will miss the most is the comfort here. My life really hasn't changed that much for the past 6 years and now everything is changing. I don't think I'm as scared as I should be.